I'm sorry -- everybody please read

I've had to do some serious soul-searching lately, and I've come to a lot of ugly conclusions about myself. This is a message for everyone in the Knight Realms community who I have ever offended, teased, put off, or behaved untowards toward.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for every off-color joke, every person I teased, every insult I've ever hurled. I'm sorry that I learned to interact with others by watching horrible people who communicated through jibes and insults and grew to believe that that was the proper way to talk to others. The truth is, I don't have a lot of experience with people, and I'm not very good at it. And I'm sorry for that.

Over the last year, I've done things that -- in hind sight -- I'm absolutely mortified over. I thought I was "in on the joke" when really I just being mean. And that's my fault, for thinking I'm funny when I'm really not, and for that I'm sorry.

No amount of apologizing will ever make up for the disrespect I've shown towards so many, and I know that. I can only say that I swear, it was never meant with any kind of malice or ill-feeling. I hope that going forward, I can be given a second chance, a chance to prove my good will and a second chance to be a friend. For some, it may already be too late, and I'm sorry for that most of all.

The people at this game are some of the best people walking around on the planet, and I've misused some of those people in a way that's completely unacceptable. I don't really know what more I can say, except that... I'm sorry.

Everybody deserves a second chance; I know I've been fortunate to have gotten a fair share.  Hopefully you'll get one too.  Take a few minutes and watch these lucky pups who've gotten and given second chances  www.dogwork.com/feeling/

I agree with Tina, everyone deserves a second chance.   It takes a lot to realize when you're wrong and to apologize for it, Thank you.

I dunno exactly what you did but I can tell you now that I have been in a similar boat of doing or saying something that I greatly regret doing. So I cannot judge you.

*hugs*